A lesson I never knew..








>> The first time   - Roberta <<
>> I just want to go home - <<




"Being rich is not about how much you have , it is about how much you can give . "

I can think of younger days when living for my life
Was everything a man could want to do,I could never see tomorrow, But I was never told about the sorrow

To some people , those who were caught up in circumstances , at time were stuck in confusion state of mind .

I am the one without the chair when the fat lady stopped singing , always lagu  tu lah .


Letting go is hard thing to do..Loosing a best friend is  to much to bear already , Let alone member of the immediate family , and the ones you cares about , the one you loved so much.

Tambah lagi being cast away , just kerana anak anak isteri kita tak menyukai kita , mereka asingkan kita dengan isteri kita .



My waterwork moment...

I saw this clip while surfing and it caught my attention.. and I cried..

Setahun tak jumpa , bagi aku , ini lah kebahagian.. and it shows love and missing you very clearly


























My humble message is that .... count the blessing , syukur kepada Allah.. kita selalu sebut apa yang kita tak ada.Allah tahu apa dia nak bagi kepada kita , so what is the fuss is all about..








The choice I made  hurts everyone , the most hurt is always me !








I killed a dream I dream, ... because the dream I follow has slowly dying, ... what is the point to purse an impossible dream

Somehow I saw this movie ..sometime in the 80's , not sure about the plot of the story , but he is driving home  , I guess to his wife and at the junction he met with the accident ..

..and he is on his way home maybe after much deliberation and  made up his mind 


I was too. , my situation was a little different . I was caught up in a tight spot . There was not much choice to play with and the margin was very narrow . Luah mati mak , telan mati bapak of sorts.